英语翻译i don't know why,i just wanner say sorry,just suddenly.i lay on the bed.the eyes look at the screen.i saw the "three country" of Xinxin's sined.three country is a game.Xinxin wants to play again.i did not play his game.but this time,sudde

英语翻译i don't know why,i just wanner say sorry,just suddenly.i lay on the bed.the eyes look at the screen.i saw the "three country" of Xinxin's sined.three country is a game.Xinxin wants to play again.i did not play his game.but this time,sudde
英语翻译
i don't know why,i just wanner say sorry,just suddenly.
i lay on the bed.the eyes look at the screen.i saw the "three country" of Xinxin's sined.three country
is a game.Xinxin wants to play again.i did not play his game.but this time,suddenly,i thought anoter
,another game,"red alert" .i know many guys knew this game.i saw the "little husband and wife" palying
it once time.when i saw it,i just thougt me play this,the little husband really like me before.i am
pity for little husband.just pity for myself.i think i am poor guy.every one can despise me.
i just thought that days,that passed days.i play this game day and night.i have no work.just my
little baby go work,i stay at home,i have nothing to do.i didnot go out.i just play game.i play it
all day,i do nothing,i didnot go washing,dinnot eat,didnot for cooking,didnot clean house,didnot
wash the pan,the pan was very dirty.it has too many oil,the little baby is very sad.i knew she was
very paitful,but i didn't what to do.i had do nothing.my heart was paitful too,it burns,burns.but
i didn't know how to do.
i just play game,i play all day when little baby go to work.i played it until she came back,i hurryed
to cooking,cooking for dinner.when she came back,all was done,just a little food.i had done nothing.
my all days just passed like this.i was painful,but i didn't how to do.my life just lost.when little
baby came back with me,i was very happy,my all day purpose was to hope come back to me.just like this,
day after day,year after year,i have nothing to do,just want to together with her.all day i worked
was this.when she fall sleep,i got up,then play game again,my little baby just lay aside.i watched
her.i thougt just she together with me,i have want nothing.nothing,just her.i play game all night,
i was crazy,hour by hour,when i saw the clock,it was seven o'clock.it was the next morning.i was
tired,and baby must get up,she had to go to work.i turned off the computer slightly,and lay by side
of baby slghtly.i was like a boy just do something wrong.i just slightly.
it was eight o'clock.baby got up and went to work.and then just only myself at home.i sleeped all
morning.i didn't eat anything,just sleeped.then,suddenly,i wake up,but it was afternoon.i didn't
eat anything.i just turned on the computer,and then just play the game again.this was my life.just
move in circles,a bad circles.
i don't know why,i just suddenly thougth this,i was very sorry,i don't know sorry for who,for little
baby,i did not have no responsibilyty for her,or sorry for myself,i play a joke for my future.or
just say sorry for that passed days.i don't know why,but i miss that days,though we saw it just like
a joke from now.but i just relly missed that days,missed that days we together,so i just wanner say
sorry,sorry for that passed days.

英语翻译i don't know why,i just wanner say sorry,just suddenly.i lay on the bed.the eyes look at the screen.i saw the "three country" of Xinxin's sined.three country is a game.Xinxin wants to play again.i did not play his game.but this time,sudde
不知为何,我只想说抱歉,只是忽然地有了这样的想法.
我躺在床上,眼望着屏幕,我看到了新新注册的"三国".三国是个游戏.新新想再玩一遍.我不玩他的游戏,但这次,我忽然想到了另一个游戏"红色警戒",我知道许多人都玩这个.我看到"小丈夫和妻子"玩过一次.
我一看到这个游戏就想玩这个,小丈夫真像从前的我(小丈夫以前喜欢我?)我很同情他,就像可怜我自己一样.我觉得我是个可怜人,谁都可以轻视我.
我总是想着那些过去的日子.我整日整夜地玩这个游戏.我没有工作,照顾小孩就是唯一的工作.我待在家里无事可做.我不出门,只是玩玩游戏.我整天玩,什么也不干,不洗脸,不吃饭,不做饭,不收拾屋子,不刷锅,锅很脏,油乎乎的,小孩很难过,我知道她很(痛苦?),但我不想做,什么也没做.我的心也痛,焦虑万分,但不知道该怎么办.
我只是玩游戏.小孩去上班时我就整天玩,直到她要回来,我才连忙去做饭.等她回来都做好了,只做了点饭,我没做别的.我的一天天就是这么度过的,我的生命也在流失.当小孩回来和我待在一起时,我很开心,我一天的目标就是希望她回来陪我.就像这样.日复一日,年复一年,我无所事事,只想和她在一起,这就是我整天的工作.当她睡着时,我又起来玩游戏,我的孩子就躺在一边,我看着她.我想只要她和我在一起,我别无所求,只要有她.我整夜玩游戏,像疯了一样,一小时一小时就这样过去了,每次我看表时都是早上七点.我累了,孩子必须起床,她得上班,我轻轻关掉电脑,悄悄躺在她身边,就像个做错事的男孩那样,悄悄地.
8点了,孩子起床上班去了,家里只有我一个人.我睡一上午,不吃东西,就是睡.突然,我醒了过来,发现已是下午.我没吃东西,就打开电脑,又开始玩游戏了,这就是我的生活.这是一种恶性循环.
不知为什么,我忽然想起这些,觉得很抱歉疚,不知道为谁感到歉意,对孩子我没责任,或者觉得对不起我自己,我拿自己的将来开玩笑了.或者只是为那些逝去的日子感到悔恨,我不知道为什么,但我虚度了那些日子.尽管我们过去时就像从现在开始的一个玩笑.失去的时间说抱歉.